It's been almost two months since I've move back to the city full time and what have I done to reestablish myself in the photography world? NOTHING! And the only finger I can point is back at myself. I've come up with several excuses of why and I do work a full-time job outside of my photography world as well, but the main reason, no the only reason, is the lack of focus.
Lack of focus is caused by several factors which enhance my excuses and feed my depression, destroy my energy levels and just cause me to do nothing. I'm certainly not alone and the bellyaching or bitching in a virtual world does nothing to help that. Negativity feeds negativity and I'm done - no more poor me and no more doing nothing to change that.
Luckily, I have a great wife who supports my craziness, a great full-time job with a wonderful company with even greater people, the ability to make images with great people, and the only barrier in a happier life has been me. Now, it's time to focus and just start doing some creative pieces, try new things, see new sights and just live while pushing myself more to be outside my comfort zone... essentially, GROW.